out, and I did not hurry, for, unless the murderer came back, I had till about
six o’clock in the morning for my cogitations.
I was in the soup—that was pretty clear. Any shadow of a doubt I might have had
about the truth of Scudder’s tale was now gone. The proof of it was lying under
the table-cloth. The men who knew that he knew what he knew had found him, and
had taken the best way to make certain of his silence. Yes; but he had been in
my rooms four days, and his enemies must have reckoned that he had confided in
me. So I would be the next to go. It might be that very night, or next day, or
the day after, but my number was up all right.
Then suddenly I thought of another probability. Supposing I went out now and
called in the police, or went to bed and let Paddock find the body and call them
in the morning. What kind of a story was I to tell about Scudder? I had lied to
Paddock about him, and the whole thing looked desperately fishy. If I made a
clean breast of it and told the police everything he had told me, they would
simply laugh at me. The odds were a thousand to one that I would be charged with
the murder, and the circumstantial evidence was strong enough to hang me. Few
people knew me in England; I had no real pal who could come forward and swear to
my character. Perhaps that was what those secret enemies were playing for. They
were clever enough for anything, and an English prison was as good a way of
getting rid of me till after June 15th as a knife in my chest.
Besides, if I told the whole story, and by any miracle was believed, I would be
playing their game. Karolides would stay at home, which was what they wanted.