walking with great dignity, without a single wasted motion. A few beads of sweat
were form ing on his forehead, but he didn't wipe them off.
The procession seemed to me to be moving a little faster. All around me there
was still the same glowing countryside Hooded with sunlight. The glare from the
sky was unbearable. At one point, we went over a section of the road that had
just been repaved. The tar had burst open in the sun. Our feet sank into it,
leaving its r6shiny pulp exposed. Sticking up above the top of the hearse, the
coachman's hard leather hat looked as if it had been molded out of the same
black mud. I felt a little lost between the blue and white of the sky and the
monotony of the colors around me-the sticky black of the tar, the dull black of
all the clothes, and the shiny black of the hearse. All of it-the sun, the smell
of leather and horse dung from the hearse, the smell of varnish and incense, and
my fatigue after a night without sleep-was making it hard for me to see or think
straight. I turned around again : Perez seemed to be way back there, fading in
the shimmering heat. Then I lost sight of him alto gether. I looked around and
saw that he'd left the road and cut out across the fields. I also noticed there
was a bend in the road up ahead. I realized that Perez, who knew the country,
was taking a short cut in order to catch up with us. By the time we rounded the
bend, he was back with us. Then we lost him again. He set off cross country once
more, and so it went on. I could feel the blood pounding in my temples.
After that, everything seemed to happen so fast, so deliberately, so naturally
that I don't remember any of it anymore. Except for one thing: as we entered the
village, the nurse spoke to me. She had a remarkable voice which didn't go with