still thoroughly engrossed in the volume held open in his hands. It was
invariably embarrassment at what he was about to impart which made Lord
Darlington adopt such an approach, and even once the study door was closed
behind us, he would often stand by the window and make a show of consulting the
encyclopedia throughout our conversation.
What I am now describing, incidentally, is one of many instances I could relate
to you to underline Lord Darlington's essentially shy and modest nature. A great
deal of nonsense has been spoken and written in recent years concerning his
lordship and the prominent role he came to play in great affairs, and some
utterly ignorant reports have had it that he was motivated by egotism. or else
arrogance. Let me say here that nothing could be further from the truth. It was
completely contrary to Lord Darlington's natural tendencies to take such public
stances as he came to do and I can say with conviction that his lordship was
persuaded to overcome his more retiring side only through a deep sense of moral
duty. Whatever may be said about his lordship these days - and the great
majority of it is, as I say, utter nonsense - I can declare that he was a truly
good man at heart, a gentleman through and through, and one I am today proud to
have given my best years of service to.
On the particular afternoon to which I am referring, his lordship would still
have been in his mid-fifties; but as I recall, his hair had greyed entirely and
his tall slender figure already bore signs of t}:le stoop that was to become so
pronounced in his last years. He barely glanced up from his volume as he asked: