lying, cheating, running up bills, promising to pay—oh! I hate myself when I
think of it all! That’s what brought us together, Ralph and I. We were both
weak! I understood him, and I was sorry—because I’m the same underneath. We’re
not strong enough to stand alone, either of us. We’re weak, miserable,
despicable things.”
She looked at Blunt and suddenly stamped her foot.
“Why do you look at me like that—as though you couldn’t believe? I may be a
thief—but at any rate I’m real now. I’m not lying any more. I’m not pretending
to be the kind of girl you like, young and innocent and simple. I don’t care if
you never want to see me again. I hate myself, despise myself—but you’ve got to
believe one thing, if speaking the truth would have made things better for
Ralph, I would have spoken out.
But I’ve seen all along that it wouldn’t be better for Ralph—it makes the case
against him blacker than ever. I was not doing him any harm by sticking to my
lie.”
“Ralph,” said Blunt. “I see—always Ralph.”
“You don’t understand,” said Flora hopelessly. “You never will.”
She turned to the inspector.