up on my end.” “You know the Army doesn’t make distinctions like that. When you
wear the uniform you don’t have a ‘personal’ life. It’s Army green all the way.”
“I’m still going to talk to her.” “And she’ll tell you that she believed that
Dad killed Mom. So why bother?” “I want to hear it from her, Bobby. The letter
was the watereddown version, or so Stan told me.” “So you’re going to
interrogate a terminally ill woman about events from three decades ago?” “I’m
just going to listen. And she was the one who brought it up.” “And then what?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t really formulated a plan yet.” “The Army might
formulate one for you. As in a court-martial.” “I haven’t disobeyed any orders
because I haven’t been given any orders. I’m on leave, free to do what I want.”
“As long as you’re in uniform you are not free to do what you want. You know
that!” “Thanks for the lecture,” barked Puller. “John, I’m just telling you to
be really careful about this—” “Let’s cut to the chase,” Puller said,
interrupting. “Do you believe that Dad did it?” “How the hell am I supposed to
answer that question? I don’t know!” “I think you suspect him.” “What do you
think?” “I think our parents loved each other and Dad would never have laid a
hand on her.” Robert didn’t answer this right away. In fact the silence drew on
for so long that Puller thought he might have disconnected. “Bobby? Did you hear
wha—” “I heard, John.” “And?” “And time has a way of selecting memories we keep
and memories we discard. At least for most people. The way I’m wired I remember
pretty much everything as it actually happened, I guess, for better or worse.”
“And what is that supposed to mean?” said Puller sharply. “I thought it was
fairly straightforward. I gotta go, John. I’ve got three-stars waiting on me.
Just try not to crater your career, okay?” The line went dead.